Country file calendar competition was the main reason I started photography. Over the course of 5 years I always enter it since it was an obsession. This year I’m having second thoughts. What if I win it? Will I carry on with it or be shelved? Also it will save a headache trawling over 3000+ photos to find 3 candidates for the competition. I received lectures and messages all saying ‘do it, enter and go for it’ however there was one person said “will be healthy to give it a miss” probably but I know I will regret it. I have 4 weeks to make a decision and if yes send in the pictures. The public says enter. My heart says enter however my head says don’t. But my head is foggy at the moment and my meditation guide said “ask your heart for guidance.” So no decision has been made but it’s near.